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First Christmas Together Apart

First Christmas Together Apart I remember the very moment we met, It’s a memory so priceless And can’t be shared with Simple words. I remember when you said The “words”, I laughed for no reason; They were not funny, But I just couldn’t help myself. I remember my reaction when You sat beside me for the first time, I discovered I had butterflies in my tummy. Our conservation was so freely flowing Like we had known each other from Adam. I wish the moments we shared never ended; The days were longer than 24 hours, There were no seas to put such A long distance between us. I dream of a season and time When our clothing is the only distance That stands between us. Ur journey has been lovely and beautiful With a few ugly bumps on the way. The Christmas season closes in so fast on us. I can’t wait for the day when We would shop for the perfect Christmas tree, And spend the whole nights decorating it. The night which would be filled with Sweet spirited Christmas carols and Intense love. The day we would spend doing nothin…
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Apology Accepted!

Apology accepted Every day was new And will forever be new.
The pain you caused was to me A great lesson and experience,
It transformed me,
It became an eye opener,
It made me since it had no power to break me,
It gave me the opportunity, To detect the real from the counterfeit,
It did more good than harm,
It made me extra careful With every step I took And every decision I made.
One thing is for sure, Everybody who walks into your life
Either adds to or drains from your life
It's a wonder; a voice that once sent chills down my spine Now causes a tremor in my being;
But My Lord says "Fear not"
"And do not fear those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. Rather fear him who can destroy Both soul and body in hell."
I’m free!
I’ve let go of all the pain And burden in my heart.
I’m free!
I have found great joy and love
Which beats my imagination and soul’s delight,
But there's a final step;
Forgiveness!
Forgiving myself and
Forgiving you for all the wro…

I Just Know

I just know Today, I smile There are trillion of reasons to smile Or to laugh. The joy I feel inside can’t be expressed with words.
A tiny little bird once whispered to me, “You will just know” And true to these words, I just know. Despite my all efforts in denying it for a long time, I just knew. I did ‘things’ due to this denial, All I got was cuts and bruises, Very deep and nasty ones.
But just one day, All made sense, My denial made very conspicuous things Very blur before my eyes. Just then, It was very glorious, Like a colourful garden of pretty flowers in spring. I just didn’t want to sleep anymore Because my reality was sweeter than my dreams.
Do you believe in “magic”? I never did till “that day”. I smile whenever I'm reminded of “that day”.
I haven’t still found words To document this occurrence. Writing about love Is more of trying to explain Who God’s parents are. Or trying to describe An indescribable phenomenon.
God is Love! I live everyday, asking God For wisdom and knowledge To live in accordance…

The Internal Storm

The Internal Storm
She kept wondering how She was able to heal fast From all the hurts and pain You caused her. All that fear that crept into her heart.
She looks back at all those times She shed tears for you, Not just over your love and the pain it brought her But also over your life. She kept praying that just one day You would understand What it means to love.
She looks back and Cannot believe how deep She had to compromise Just trying to save her ‘relationship.’ The boundaries she ignored, The attention she paid, She could say she become ‘attention-bankrupt’, The hours spent on knees interceding on your behalf, Pleading with God to take absolute control Of her ‘relationship’. She tells me with tears running down her cheeks, “I loved him but he just didn’t love me.” He told her everyday How much he loved her But they were just words, Mere words! Empty words with no action. Love is not just confessing with your lips, It’s meaning it with your heart and Showing it with genuine actions. God is love. The best way …

The Healing Process

The Healing Process
It has been easier than I thought It would be. The first days were just So emotional and tough. How unfair life could have been At such a crucial moment?

My mind has decided to go blank On this issue. The people I thought hated me Actually had my well-being At heart.

Never take anyone for a fool Sometimes a person decides To act naive and all innocent But this doesn’t make him A fool.

I thought my situation was Sad and worse But yours is very pathetic. I am grieving with you.

Appreciate everyone and anyone. Watch your every word and action. Those who care about you are getting Tired and fed up. Bear in mind!

Hang in there. Don’t give up on yourself. I have got your back. Even if you give up on yourself
We are here for you.

My Plea to You

My Plea to You.
 You made me smile
 Yet my heart was with someone else.
I hurt you
 But you were still there for me.
You showed me more
 Care and concern than anyone else
 But I still couldn't love you
I kept asking myself, why?
 Why you?
Why couldn't I love the one guy
Who's ready to go the extra mile for me?
 Is there any problem with me?
Is it that I'm blind to see?
Or deaf to hear?
 Or dead to feel?
 I'm sorry I couldn't love you
the way you wish I should.
I'm sorry you couldn't call me
Your own.
It hurts me more
 Than you can imagine
 That I couldn't love you.
I promise to be there for you
Whenever you need me
As long as God grants us life.
This is from the deepest part of my heart to you.
I love you-
My dearest friend.



 Dedicated to You.

Precious You

Precious You
You have journeyed through life
For all these years.
Through the hardships and joyous times.
You've been treated well by many,
But others did otherwise.
There have been those moments
In your journey of life.
Those moments known and experienced by
You.
You are blessing to every life in contact with you
And lives you step into.
Blessed mightily by the only Creator- God.
Every minute and every second,
Every micro-second and every nanosecond
Of your life is very special,
It shows not only the precious gem
That you are,
But your ultimate uniqueness.
Also, how much of a treasure
You are in the hands of the Lord God.
Exactly some twenty-something years this day
Family smiled.
Life offers a lot
Making the right choice is dependent on You.
A lot of presents to choose from
But I am not sure of which was the best
And if I made a perfect choice for this occasion.
Happy Birthday.